Thursday, May 23, 2013

"Will you be there? Because I'm the one who waits for you...or are you UNFORGIVEN too?"
Alike in different ways. Deviant in similar. We get along. Or not sometimes.
You annoy me. I annoy you. You tease me. I tease you.
And yet here we are on an emotional no-man's-land.
I question how I fell in love with you. I realize that romance is a hindrance.
You, friend, will be the person I will never give up on no matter how many times I say or think I will.

Monday, May 13, 2013

It is our addiction to order that births our subconscious desires to wreak chaos.
When we find a certain order of things of a specific society not to our liking, using our own selfish preconceived notions of order, we become gods in our minds and say "We must destroy that". Order and chaos, all mere relative aspects birthed by confused man.

Friday, May 3, 2013

Humanity can, will, and shall transcend it's current state of being. One day, in the far future or sooner. One day our souls will not be as weighed down by gravity; the gravity of ignorance, fear, hate, and elevate itself to float freely in suspension in the vast space of understanding and knowledge.
I must ask, however, Is my pondering on human evolution and transcendence a manifestation of my subconscious (or perhaps even conscious) desire to experience said evolution in order to understand and experience greater things? In other words, am I that desperate to become a Newtype? It would be arrogant and scientifically and psychologically ludicrous to refer to myself as such. After all the concept derives itself from a mere work of fiction...but the proposed realities of that fiction is...incredibly overwhelming. Perhaps I dream for a fate I can never hope to achieve yet smile in gamble at the thought of future generations achieving it and living the dream I envisioned. 

May the tragedies of the One Year War, the Gryps Conflict, the Neo Zeon Wars, and every other struggle fought during the Universal Century never come to pass in this reality. Let us not waste our evolution on the wars of primitive man. Let us not sacrifice compassion for twisted liberty.